I fell sick again....and this time can't even make it for my cg. Fri and sat was taking medicine, and sleeping. On sun morning, i felt like going church service and i made a decision to get up and go. After the service, felt slightly better but fever was still on going.
On Monday night, i regained some strength and started praying, and while i was praying for my healing, i saw something very frightening....i saw a blue demon face and i started to pray vibrantly till sweat ran over my forehead. It was really very frightening but this is the first time that i don't run away or run out from my room, instead i used God's word to give me peace....
After that, i felt that my body isn't so cold, and i'm able to take a bath. Though my body is weak while regaining from my illness, but feel that my strength to pray is back.
I remember a friend called me over the weekend, and i told her i got no strength to talk, and she gave a comment that "i seemed to spend a lot of time falling sick". Felt hurt but took it as a reminder to me that i should be able to overcome my illness because God is my healer!
Today, feeling better, and i pray that my fever will not come back again! And, i finally realised that health is most important in life. Without health, there is nothing that we can do.....