I fell sick again....and this time can't even make it for my cg. Fri and sat was taking medicine, and sleeping. On sun morning, i felt like going church service and i made a decision to get up and go. After the service, felt slightly better but fever was still on going.
On Monday night, i regained some strength and started praying, and while i was praying for my healing, i saw something very frightening....i saw a blue demon face and i started to pray vibrantly till sweat ran over my forehead. It was really very frightening but this is the first time that i don't run away or run out from my room, instead i used God's word to give me peace....
After that, i felt that my body isn't so cold, and i'm able to take a bath. Though my body is weak while regaining from my illness, but feel that my strength to pray is back.
I remember a friend called me over the weekend, and i told her i got no strength to talk, and she gave a comment that "i seemed to spend a lot of time falling sick". Felt hurt but took it as a reminder to me that i should be able to overcome my illness because God is my healer!
Today, feeling better, and i pray that my fever will not come back again! And, i finally realised that health is most important in life. Without health, there is nothing that we can do.....

Encounter with God

Eversince i recovered from my illness, i've become more diligent in my prayer life. I think my illness has made me realised that i should not let satan have a foothold in my life. Though, after a hard day work, it is not easy to make myself shut in my room to pray, but as i start to do so, i feel that God can take away my tireness, and i feel refresh every time i seek Him. I feel a step closer to Him each day as i come before him, and i seem to grow a desire in my heart to seek Him more.
I went for the service last Sat when Pst Kong shared about his younger days how he came before God to pray, and i was so touched. He can reached a stage where he can pray, praise and worship God everyday till he forgot all his tireness, forgot the time, but dwelled in the presence of God. I know that he grew a seed in a young age that he sees his harvest grow till this day!
I want to learn from Pst Kong, our spiritual leader, who is really a true God's man!
Last night, while i was praying, a new song came to my heart, and i just sang....feel that it's an encounter with God, so close and i just poured out all i felt in this new song.....Praise God! Keep on seeking, and we will find, knock and it shall be opened, give and we shall receive! Amen!

Healed by God

The past one week was so sick till i have no strength to do my work. In my life, i seldom fell sick for so long, normally after one or two days, i'd recover. But, this round seemed to be exceptional.
Then,on tuesday, i received a call from my friend, who thanked me for rendered some help to her, and when she heard that i was sick, she prayed for me immediately. Yesterday morning, i was still feeling very sick with slight fever, but i continued to go to work as usual. About late morning, i felt myself regaining some strength, and in the afternoon, i felt that God had healed me with no more fever. Praise the Lord!
Yesterday night, i can still worked overtime, and went back to do my house chores, and best of us, i'm able to pray with strength again! I really felt so powerless when i was sick, but i kept on telling myself, "sickness is not from God, and i know that i serve a God whose power and strength is far more strong than what is on earth". With this, i keep on believing God for the healing. And, with my faith, God had healed me completely. I believe i can fully unleashed my potential in my workplace, Amen!