Depressed

For over the past weeks, i feel very depressed over issues happening around.
The loan shark issue was cooled off, and i really hope that the police has taken some actions to catch hold of them. I don't want to be disturbed again...
During the church service last week, God wanted me to forgive the ex-owner of their selfish act. I felt a sense of relief after letting go, and i know that God will see through the whole thing.

Last Monday, I knocked onto a bus, and luckily no one was injured, and the bus was in a good shape still. My bonnet was damaged, and not able to close. Thus, i rushed to workshop for repair. It took me $550 to replace a taiwan bonnet, and this is the cheapest that it could go. I blamed myself for distracted when my handphone message alert. I think that it is a good lesson learnt.

And, few days after, i received the bank bills, and discovered that our joint account only left with few hundred dollars. I asked Andy, and he told me that he owed his second brother some money few years back for our first flat renovation. I was very shocked as i did not expect that we ever owed money, and it's more than 10 years. His brother is so kind that he did not ask us to return until recently he faced some difficulty. I felt so sorry about all this.
The only solution is try to get back the money that one of our relatives had owed me, and also to ask Andy's boss to pay him for the money owed to him.

Everyday, i feel so depressed that i cry every now and then, and seems like i don't know how to continue my life. And, i do not know who to call though i have a lot of friends. How do i continue to walk on.....