Spiritual life

My life is so into the work that my spiritual life is very down. Though i try to do my quiet time everyday, but it is quite distracting and due to my tireness, i tend to fall asleep after a while. This morning, i woke up very early to have quiet time with God, and i feel that it is because i lack of spiritual hunger, and the cause of my spiritual hunger is because of the prolonged lack of appetite. It just like what Pst Kong preached in the SOTM, when one lack of appetite, you will lose the hunger desire after a while.

I have to do something about it before my spiritual life falls further.....

Life....

God...wonder how should i go on....

Life is so hard, and by going through the tough times, i feel so difficult to get through.

I've thought of going back to my past, indulge myself to alcohol...but, definitely, this is not the life that God wants me to move on....He has a destiny for me, but i feel that i could not carry on.

Wonder....how???

Depressed

For over the past weeks, i feel very depressed over issues happening around.
The loan shark issue was cooled off, and i really hope that the police has taken some actions to catch hold of them. I don't want to be disturbed again...
During the church service last week, God wanted me to forgive the ex-owner of their selfish act. I felt a sense of relief after letting go, and i know that God will see through the whole thing.

Last Monday, I knocked onto a bus, and luckily no one was injured, and the bus was in a good shape still. My bonnet was damaged, and not able to close. Thus, i rushed to workshop for repair. It took me $550 to replace a taiwan bonnet, and this is the cheapest that it could go. I blamed myself for distracted when my handphone message alert. I think that it is a good lesson learnt.

And, few days after, i received the bank bills, and discovered that our joint account only left with few hundred dollars. I asked Andy, and he told me that he owed his second brother some money few years back for our first flat renovation. I was very shocked as i did not expect that we ever owed money, and it's more than 10 years. His brother is so kind that he did not ask us to return until recently he faced some difficulty. I felt so sorry about all this.
The only solution is try to get back the money that one of our relatives had owed me, and also to ask Andy's boss to pay him for the money owed to him.

Everyday, i feel so depressed that i cry every now and then, and seems like i don't know how to continue my life. And, i do not know who to call though i have a lot of friends. How do i continue to walk on.....

Joseph

Joseph, our faimily favorite. He is always being loved, and is very hugging whenever he sees someone. This is a photo of my sister,Cynthia and her son, Joseph.

Outing for Elderies

On 26 May 07, our dialect church has an outing for the eldieries to the Tropical Fish Aquarium and Prawn farm. Though the weather is hot, but we can tell that the elderies enjoyed themselves.

Though the event is only half a day, but the dialect church took great efforts to make it happened.

"Just as you want others to do for you, do the same for them." Luke 6:31

Happiness is a thankful heart

"In everything give thanks, for this is the will of God in

Christ Jesus for you." 1 The 5:18

Thankful people are happy people. So, we must always ask, do we appreciate what God has given us? Do we treasure the gifts from God? I'm grateful that God has given me a very good husband and a group of very good buddies in my life.

In life, friends are very important, especially friends who are positive thinking, and always willing to share all the joys and woes with us. God has given me this best gift which i always thank God for. Without my friends, i may not be here as i believe God always send friends to you at the right and crucial time.

This is a photo taken in our Malacca "eat-and-shop" trip, though only a few of us, but we do enjoy the company and the quality time together. (We known each other for 20 yrs...)

Happiness can be taking a family photo together.....

Happiness is blessings in our everyday life....

Happiness is dwelling in God's presence.......

Each one of us is responsible for our own happiness. If we choose to allow ourselves to become miserable and unhappy, the problem is ours, not someone else's. Joyce Meyer